And myself.
I'm not going to SPRINT debrief.
I do not attend SPU right now.
I cannot afford to go to Seattle this weekend.
SUCKS.
Tonight I saw a bunch of facebook statuses about the first day of classes.
I cried.
Tonight I got an email from my would be hall council.
I cried.
Tonight I got an email from Michael Richards about debrief.
I cried.
I MISS RUSSIA. I MISS SPU.
I want to be with people that were there and understand.
I want to stop feeling so numb to God. Again.
I want to go back to feeling Him in everything.
God. Please. I need you so much.
Please.
Rachel, we miss you, too. As hard as it is, God DOES have a plan for you, and right now it doesn't include Seattle. But, that is OK. There is something else He wants you to be doing, and though saying that probably doesn't make anyone feel better, it is a true statement.
ReplyDeleteI will be praying that He will give you wisdom and discernment as to what that plan is.
I love you and I miss you :) p.s. we should skype soon, and have our own little debrief gathering :)
Thanks Emily. Yeah, I'm trying to remember that and be still. It just gets hard sometimes. And then I rant to the internet haha.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your thoughts and prayers. Thanks for caring. I miss you and everyone so so much. I love you! Skype would be fantasticcc!!!!